The summer passed away, and autumn, with its infinite suite of
tints, came creeping on. Darker grew the evenings, tearfuller the
moonlights, and heavier the dews. Meanwhile the comet had waxed to
its largest dimensions,--so large that not only the nucleus but a
portion of the tail had been visible in broad day. It was now on
the wane, though every night the equatorial still afforded an
opportunity of observing the singular object which would soon
disappear altogether from the heavens for perhaps thousands of
But the astronomer of the Rings-Hill Speer was no longer a match for
his celestial materials. Scientifically he had become but a dim
vapour of himself; the lover had come into him like an armed man,
and cast out the student, and his intellectual situation was growing
a life-and-death matter.
The resolve of the pair had been so far kept: they had not seen
each other in private for three months. But on one day in October
he ventured to write a note to her:--
'I can do nothing! I have ceased to study, ceased to observe. The
equatorial is useless to me. This affection I have for you absorbs
my life, and outweighs my intentions. The power to labour in this
grandest of fields has left me. I struggle against the weakness
till I think of the cause, and then I bless her. But the very
desperation of my circumstances has suggested a remedy; and this I
would inform you of at once.
'Can you come to me, since I must not come to you? I will wait to-
morrow night at the edge of the plantation by which you would enter
to the column. I will not detain you; my plan can be told in ten
The night after posting this missive to her he waited at the spot
It was a melancholy evening for coming abroad. A blusterous wind
had risen during the day, and still continued to increase. Yet he
stood watchful in the darkness, and was ultimately rewarded by
discerning a shady muffled shape that embodied itself from the
field, accompanied by the scratching of silk over stubble. There
was no longer any disguise as to the nature of their meeting. It
was a lover's assignation, pure and simple; and boldly realizing it
as such he clasped her in his arms.
'I cannot bear this any longer!' he exclaimed. 'Three months since
I saw you alone! Only a glimpse of you in church, or a bow from the
distance, in all that time! What a fearful struggle this keeping
apart has been!'
'Yet I would have had strength to persist, since it seemed best,'
she murmured when she could speak, 'had not your words on your
condition so alarmed and saddened me. This inability of yours to
work, or study, or observe,--it is terrible! So terrible a sting is
it to my conscience that your hint about a remedy has brought me
'Yet I don't altogether mind it, since it is you, my dear, who have
displaced the work; and yet the loss of time nearly distracts me,
when I have neither the power to work nor the delight of your
'But your remedy! O, I cannot help guessing it! Yes; you are going
'Let us ascend the column; we can speak more at ease there. Then I
will explain all. I would not ask you to climb so high but the hut
is not yet furnished.'
He entered the cabin at the foot, and having lighted a small
lantern, conducted her up the hollow staircase to the top, where he
closed the slides of the dome to keep out the wind, and placed the
observing-chair for her.
'I can stay only five minutes,' she said, without sitting down.
'You said it was important that you should see me, and I have come.
I assure you it is at a great risk. If I am seen here at this time
I am ruined for ever. But what would I not do for you? O Swithin,
your remedy--is it to go away? There is no other; and yet I dread
that like death!'
'I can tell you in a moment, but I must begin at the beginning. All
this ruinous idleness and distraction is caused by the misery of our
not being able to meet with freedom. The fear that something may
snatch you from me keeps me in a state of perpetual apprehension.'
'It is too true also of me! I dread that some accident may happen,
and waste my days in meeting the trouble half-way.'
'So our lives go on, and our labours stand still. Now for the
remedy. Dear Lady Constantine, allow me to marry you.'
She started, and the wind without shook the building, sending up a
yet intenser moan from the firs.
'I mean, marry you quite privately. Let it make no difference
whatever to our outward lives for years, for I know that in my
present position you could not possibly acknowledge me as husband
publicly. But by marrying at once we secure the certainty that we
cannot be divided by accident, coaxing, or artifice; and, at ease on
that point, I shall embrace my studies with the old vigour, and you
Lady Constantine was so agitated at the unexpected boldness of such
a proposal from one hitherto so boyish and deferential that she sank
into the observing-chair, her intention to remain for only a few
minutes being quite forgotten.
She covered her face with her hands. 'No, no, I dare not!' she
'But is there a single thing else left to do?' he pleaded, kneeling
down beside her, less in supplication than in abandonment. 'What
else can we do?'
'Wait till you are famous.'
'But I cannot be famous unless I strive, and this distracting
condition prevents all striving!'
'Could you not strive on if I--gave you a promise, a solemn promise,
to be yours when your name is fairly well known?'
St. Cleeve breathed heavily. 'It will be a long, weary time,' he
said. 'And even with your promise I shall work but half-heartedly.
Every hour of study will be interrupted with "Suppose this or this
happens;" "Suppose somebody persuades her to break her promise;"
worse still, "Suppose some rival maligns me, and so seduces her
away." No, Lady Constantine, dearest, best as you are, that element
of distraction would still remain, and where that is, no sustained
energy is possible. Many erroneous things have been written and
said by the sages, but never did they float a greater fallacy than
that love serves as a stimulus to win the loved one by patient
'I cannot argue with you,' she said weakly.
'My only possible other chance would lie in going away,' he resumed
after a moment's reflection, with his eyes on the lantern flame,
which waved and smoked in the currents of air that leaked into the
dome from the fierce wind-stream without. 'If I might take away the
equatorial, supposing it possible that I could find some suitable
place for observing in the southern hemisphere,--say, at the Cape,--
I MIGHT be able to apply myself to serious work again, after the
lapse of a little time. The southern constellations offer a less
exhausted field for investigation. I wonder if I might!'
'You mean,' she answered uneasily, 'that you might apply yourself to
work when your recollection of me began to fade, and my life to
become a matter of indifference to you?. . Yes, go! No,--I cannot
bear it! The remedy is worse than the disease. I cannot let you go
'Then how can you refuse the only condition on which I can stay,
without ruin to my purpose and scandal to your name? Dearest, agree
to my proposal, as you love both me and yourself!'
He waited, while the fir-trees rubbed and prodded the base of the
tower, and the wind roared around and shook it; but she could not
find words to reply.
'Would to God,' he burst out, 'that I might perish here, like
Winstanley in his lighthouse! Then the difficulty would be solved
'You are so wrong, so very wrong, in saying so!' she exclaimed
passionately. 'You may doubt my wisdom, pity my short-sightedness;
but there is one thing you do know,--that I love you dearly!'
'You do,--I know it!' he said, softened in a moment. 'But it seems
such a simple remedy for the difficulty that I cannot see how you
can mind adopting it, if you care so much for me as I do for you.'
'Should we live. . . just as we are, exactly, . . . supposing I
agreed?' she faintly inquired.
'Yes, that is my idea.'
'Quite privately, you say. How could--the marriage be quite
'I would go away to London and get a license. Then you could come
to me, and return again immediately after the ceremony. I could
return at leisure and not a soul in the world would know what had
taken place. Think, dearest, with what a free conscience you could
then assist me in my efforts to plumb these deeps above us! Any
feeling that you may now have against clandestine meetings as such
would then be removed, and our hearts would be at rest.'
There was a certain scientific practicability even in his love-
making, and it here came out excellently. But she sat on with
suspended breath, her heart wildly beating, while he waited in open-
mouthed expectation. Each was swayed by the emotion within them,
much as the candle-flame was swayed by the tempest without. It was
the most critical evening of their lives.
The pale rays of the little lantern fell upon her beautiful face,
snugly and neatly bound in by her black bonnet; but not a beam of
the lantern leaked out into the night to suggest to any watchful eye
that human life at its highest excitement was beating within the
dark and isolated tower; for the dome had no windows, and every
shutter that afforded an opening for the telescope was hermetically
closed. Predilections and misgivings so equally strove within her
still youthful breast that she could not utter a word; her intention
wheeled this way and that like the balance of a watch. His
unexpected proposition had brought about the smartest encounter of
inclination with prudence, of impulse with reserve, that she had
Of all the reasons that she had expected him to give for his urgent
request to see her this evening, an offer of marriage was probably
the last. Whether or not she had ever amused herself with
hypothetical fancies on such a subject,--and it was only natural
that she should vaguely have done so,--the courage in her protege
coolly to advance it, without a hint from herself that such a
proposal would be tolerated, showed her that there was more in his
character than she had reckoned on: and the discovery almost
frightened her. The humour, attitude, and tenor of her attachment
had been of quite an unpremeditated quality, unsuggestive of any
such audacious solution to their distresses as this.
'I repeat my question, dearest,' he said, after her long pause.
'Shall it be done? Or shall I exile myself, and study as best I
can, in some distant country, out of sight and sound?'
'Are those the only alternatives? Yes, yes; I suppose they are!'
She waited yet another moment, bent over his kneeling figure, and
kissed his forehead. 'Yes; it shall be done,' she whispered. 'I
will marry you.'
'My angel, I am content!'
He drew her yielding form to his heart, and her head sank upon his
shoulder, as he pressed his two lips continuously upon hers. To
such had the study of celestial physics brought them in the space of
eight months, one week, and a few odd days.
'I am weaker than you,--far the weaker,' she went on, her tears
falling. 'Rather than lose you out of my sight I will marry without
stipulation or condition. But--I put it to your kindness--grant me
one little request.'
He instantly assented.
'It is that, in consideration of my peculiar position in this
county,--O, you can't understand it!--you will not put an end to the
absolute secrecy of our relationship without my full assent. Also,
that you will never come to Welland House without first discussing
with me the advisability of the visit, accepting my opinion on the
point. There, see how a timid woman tries to fence herself in!'
'My dear lady-love, neither of those two high-handed courses should
I have taken, even had you not stipulated against them. The very
essence of our marriage plan is that those two conditions are kept.
I see as well as you do, even more than you do, how important it is
that for the present,--ay, for a long time hence--I should still be
but the curate's lonely son, unattached to anybody or anything, with
no object of interest but his science; and you the recluse lady of
the manor, to whom he is only an acquaintance.'
'See what deceits love sows in honest minds!'
'It would be a humiliation to you at present that I could not bear
if a marriage between us were made public; an inconvenience without
any compensating advantage.'
'I am so glad you assume it without my setting it before you! Now I
know you are not only good and true, but politic and trustworthy.'
'Well, then, here is our covenant. My lady swears to marry me; I,
in return for such great courtesy, swear never to compromise her by
intruding at Welland House, and to keep the marriage concealed till
I have won a position worthy of her.'
'Or till I request it to be made known,' she added, possibly
foreseeing a contingency which had not occurred to him.
'Or till you request it,' he repeated.
'It is agreed,' murmured Lady Constantine,